This darkness is all I can see and it is only because I stare into your eyes.
In them I see everything in me I want to deny.
I once believed you were God; you were my God.
But you had no answers and I was forsaken by you so many times I believed I did not exist.
I stomped through your life a ghost but my feet were invisible so they never made a sound.
I floated a solitary surrendering.
I don’t want to be a ghost any longer.